When your creating it's okay to Have a inspo that you look up to,But down the line when You really want it this bad start creating your own things,brainstorm really well,let boredom play it's role to success because U can never be bored,Also don't compare yourself to what everybody else is doing on social media people do not care it's a typical flex to mess with your brain to make you broke trying to compare yourself.
Bordem is not a word unless you allow it, quietness can make achievement happen when you think and when your not talking.